Someone make me understand how to become satisfied with what I have in life, and to stop wishing/wanting/longing/pining for either the past (Specific, sweet, succulent elements) or something better in the future (As similar to those past elements as possible). It’s not fair to myself to hold back when there are good things right infront of me, and it’s not fair to those good things for me to pass them up just because there MIGHT Be something better.
ah fuck. Just hand me a fairytale life, and let’s get on with it, shall we?